depressed.
:'(
ok.
things dun look good.
everything jus dun seem to be working out.
dun ask me why
cos i dun even know.
its jus bad bad bad.
i'm sorry if i was the one who started it.
i'm sorry if i was mean or sth.
i'm sorry if i had hurt u...
i'm sorry.
but sometimes i jus cant help it.
nobody tries to understand how i feel.
its jus un-explainable
i dunno how to say it but i jus find it really sad.
ok rite. in fact i m VERY sad...
mebbe i'm jus not meant to be in it
but its torturing.
i know i should jus forget about this whole stupid thing
which i think ONLY me is thinking about...
rite, i dunno wats really happening
but I JUS CANT HELP IT!
its just depressing wheneva i think about it.
yes, i SHOULD jus forget it.
whatever.
i dun want this thing to affect the six of us.
its not worth it.
i know.
its jus really NOT worth it.
i hope and i wish that everything would just get back to normal
just like the past like how we were.
whatever is causing that IRRITATING gap between us
BACK OFF!!!
jus get away will ya?
leave us alone!
ok, i dunno if i'm making sense here
but who cares aniw.
i need to pour it all out.
i know i cant hold it back any further.
i dunno whats gonna happen but i really hope things will get better.
even better than before.
we need to talk.
serious.
guess thats the only way out.
we need to settle everything once and for all.
the misunderstandings among us will SOON be cleared.
hope so.
i jus feel really bad.
really bad.
i do treasure the friendship and i hope u do.
but pls try to understand that i NEVER wanted all these to happen.
i want us to be as happy as before.
can we do it?
i seriously need to get that sadness out of me man.
i MUST.
yes it means alot to me.
but i jus cant help it.
monday.
i hope by monday everything will be fine.
hope things will start to work out somehow.
yup.
i'm sorry.
:)
back at last!
since school started!
yupp.
been extremely busy and tired due to:
overdue homework..hee
*counselling
^sick... aww
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*yes! COUNSELLING!!!
ooh... it was extremely fun, fun and more fun!
yeah.
sec one dilligence rawkz!
and of course... the four counsellors rawk even more! hee.
me, amanda, rebecca, cheryl.
and of course all those dumb and cute cheers that i came up with..
hohoho.
i say DILLI u say GENCE.
i say DILLI u say GENCE.
DILLI - GENCE
DILLI - GENCE
DILLI - DILLI - DILLI - GENCE!!!
:)
aww... isnt it jus cute?
yea. i miss sec one orientation now... :'(
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^ ahah! SICK.
yes. i sounded dead.
i was half dead.
my eyes were half closed.
my voice was half gone.
my legs were aching all over.
*cough*
high fever
hmm.
and the worst part was that i had to force like at least SEVEN pills down my throat everytime!!!
eww. disgusting.
but the good thing is...
that was all in the PAST.
hah.
though my cough is still qt bad and my nose is still
I AM RECOVERING!
i hope :)
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ld's audition tomms.
hmm.
no comments but jus hope fer the best.
yep.
good luck :)
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