fish 'n' chips 'n' tata sauce...


Friday, February 27, 2004

this is stupid.
all the photos in my digicam got deleted.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate this day.
i hate this day.
i hate this day.
i really do.

freak.
lousy feeling. lousy day.

when things go wrong
as they sometimes will
when the road you are trudging
seems all up hill
when the funds are low
and the debts are high
and you want to smile
but you have to sigh
when care is pressing you down a bit
rest if you must but don't you quit

life is queer with its twists and turns
as everyone of us sometimes learms
and many a failure turns about
when he might have won had he stuck it out
don't give up though the pace seems slow
you may suceed with another blow

success is failure turned inside out
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt
and you never can tell how close you are
it may be near when it seems so far
so stick in the fight when you're hardest hit
it's when things seem worse
that you must not quit .



i think i stress myself up.
but its because people around me are stressing themselves up.
and if i dont stress myself up,
that is a stress itself.

isnt it?


nobody can save me except myself.
so I WILL NOT QUIT.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

investiture's over.
it was alright i guess.
but somehow i felt really excited
when i was waiting outside...
just this weird feeling.

but one thing for sure..
it made me realize how much i lovee sleeping :)

...

anyway.
just look at the load.
it's never ending.
i wish they are not so stressed.
i wish he will get well soon.
i wish things are better off.
i wish that was never the problem.
i wish tHat was never the cause.
i wish i can just sleep all day long.
i wish i can just watch tv all day.
i wish everyone happiness.
i wish i am happy.
i wish i know i am happy.

and the "i wish" list goes on and on...

wo3 duo1 mo4 xi1 wang4 na4 yi1 shun4 jian1 shi4 yong3 heng2 de4.