just here to motivate myself!
enough of slacking and sitting around eating. hehe.
i should get my butt off and start doing my stuff!
staring at my totally filled post-ad
updated since yesterday certainly freaks me out.
but why dont i feel anything?
okay i admit,
there is a certain fear in me.
hahaa.
alright i should just stop stoning and do something!
i should start feeling guilty and slowly turn all my empty sheets of papers into a full page of maths sums [preferably solved by myself hahaa] and into a two thousand freaking words page of critical observations.
i promise i gonna start right after this!
i am serious.
Those were the days
-delicated to all the buddies whom grew up with me. thank you for standing by me :)
Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours
And dreamed of all the great things we would do
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Then the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If by chance I'd see you in the tavern
We'd smile at one another and we'd say
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Just tonight I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Through the door there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh my friend we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts the dreams are still the same
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
goshh.
i just love the beach too much :D
its been a great day.
well as you can see, i dont blog often but this is so significant i must pen it down :)
yea it was supposed to be a sexy seven outing but apparently only xl, gen, karm and i turned up! but its alright la. hehh.
i remember the stupid striking [notice the alliteration] HOT PINK ball karm brought along hahaa. super malu la.. but i guess we had fun playing with it hahaa. the attempted volleyball and soccer ball.
then the waves were so beautiful.
we sat and started talking and singing.
it was so destressing .. it just makes me happy!
and i doubt i can ever find any friends willing to just sit there for like about four hours (:
with the waves crashing against us,
and the sun shining upon us!
but it was fun laa.
i totally dint regret waking up early on a saturday morning!
took many nice pics!
i love the shadows one.
wayy cool. :D
and yea, i realised i miss st nicks alot and all the people :)
in conclusion:
sand+water+sun+rockin' great friends = an afternoon worthwhile + chaoTA.
:D
i dont like this feeling.
i am sudddenly overwhelmed by a whole stream of emotions.
i doubt anyone will understand.
all that flashes through my mind is
idontknowidontknowidontknow.
and it sucks to be stuck in this stupid position
i need to talk to someone.
you know what?
the hardest thing is always to take the first step.
and all that lies on the road ahead is so unclear.
and all it takes is my belief and my guts to go on with what i feel.
i guess my minds too heavy now.
i need to think.
i need time.
i need to prepare myself.
i need to convince myself.
i need to firm up my mind.
troubles,
go away;
as far as possible.
i wished i had a firmer mind.
i wished i had the courage.
i wished.
-shrugs. :/
i wish
i wish
i wish.
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