doublefive`zilchfive.
two months have passed.
just like that.
sometimes i just hate that fact that they always make us grow so attached to something and then the next moment, force us to accept the fact that it will no longer be the same anymore.
i really hate this shit [if you just allow me to shout out a vulgar word for once since i dont usually do so.]
i know i should be positive. i know i know.
but i just cannot help it.
only someone in my shoes will understand exactly how i feel.
i love busking. esp with doublefive.
you know i suddenly feel very sad cos i know things are going to change. well i really really really really really hope that all of us can stay together till next year. i want to see us slogging for our seniors group and individual skills. there are still so many things we have yet to do, yet to learn. i want to see the black box, day, lt ava and the garden tables for the rest of my jc life WITH DOUBLEFIVE.
this feeling is weird.
i dont know how to describe it.
its a mixture of many many emotions.
and among that i can see the word sad and fear.
i am
scared.
tears dont fall without a reason.
i dont want to leave you all.
neither do i want anyone to leave. ANYONE.
we are we. we make up doublefive. just like how doublefive makes up me.
no matter how hated we are in others eyes [no matter how true this is], i just want to say that I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS AND PIECES.
THANK YOU for being part of the sweetest memories in my life.
i dont care anymore.
you all can tease me more. [you can count on this. as long as we stay.]
you all can laugh at me more.
you all can call me toot more.
cos' I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
i dont know what else to say.
i just want to say a big THANK YOU for being who you are.
for being part of me.
for being the greatest bunch of bitches/slackers buddies.
doublefive, you light up my life.
ALL THE BEST!
GOOD LUCK!
we will survive.
we MUST and WILL stay on together!
especially to:
damn hot babe [my talking soul], bimbo and lesbian [my first friends], elegance and violence [my bus buddies!], THE chinese high [my maths tutor :p], mamee [chinatown tourguide], serene (daopok!) and siying [TAG!]
thanks for everything.
our "general meetings" online, our dinners together, our ban mian stall..
thanks for teaching me play spades, slacking with me, for educating me. [you should know what i am referring to!]
there is too much to say.
in simple terms:
i love YOU! :D
-huggggggg.
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